I had had a good night it Thursday, I went to the gym Friday morning and prepared as a maniac. The first 15 minutes were pure hell. Do not lie. I hated every sweating, pumping, painful second hurt. I wanted to go out, not walk, but run to the door. I stayed for an hour and a half. It changed my attitude to the rest of the day and even for the next day. Now I remember why it is an essential part of the weight loss plan. Losing weight is really about what's going on in my head.
Yesterday morning I took my sister to see a film, The Dark Knight Rises. There are no comments about that movie. You will have your own mind at that. Once let my sister at home led to the airport to catch the 17:40 flight to Denver, with my husband. It is now tomorrow Sunday, 6:30. I'm in a hotel in Aurora, Colorado.
We are here to say our final final goodbyes to my father-in-law. It is in the late stages of emphysema (of smoking) and is going to move this afternoon in palliative care. He asked that all come to see him now since he probably only has a week or two left. He has a multitude of health problems, one of which is receiving blood transfusions every other day massive bleeding ulcers. It is up to 98 pounds.
Although I am not near my father-in-law (that have never lived in the same State), my heart Weeps for my husband. He has never lost anyone in your life that are not your grandmother's. I lost my parents many years ago. I know that it hurts like hell to lose someone you love so much.
The hospital which is my father-in-law is about two blocks from the theater where the shootings took place these days at the premiere of The Dark Knight Rises in Aurora. The hotel also a block from the hospital, is full of reporters. I'm not looking forward to this day, but I just have to get through it. Of course the hospital also has several of the victims there. Really fearing this day.
We plan to go out tonight to Seattle. I just want this day on. I am sure that we will be here within a couple of weeks for the funeral.
Nd exercise diet aren't on the top of my list now, but I will do my best to eat well while I'm here. It's gonna be today 98 degrees walking outside is not really an option. There are reviews fitness room, but the hotel is full, I am sure that it will also be. Also I bring not any training clothes. Most importantly, really I don't care right now. Really wish I was home right now.
